Today's song of the day is "Bewitched" by Blood On The Dancefloor. Did I already use that one? Oh, well. There is more reasoning behind it today. The song is about being caught under someone's spell. And it's putting you through hell. I listened to it and I realized that I could relate to it.
Light is just a guy. I know next to nothing about him. Yet I care. I care so much. It's like he has me under a spell. He's enchanting. He's tempting. He leaves me absolutely speechless. But as said by Jayy Van Monroe in the song, I am living in hell. He does not care about me. I'm led to believe, according to lovely Facebook, that he has another girlfriend. He thinks I'm creepy or something. He is shallow. My heart breaks over and over again. I cry over him. But, why? I don't exactly know him well enough to have so many emotions about him. But the thing is, I do. I wish I could just forget about him. I wish I cared about him as much as he cares about me. Not at all. I wish I could move on. I wish I could hate him, like I hate Grey. Why is that so hard for me though?
Okay, enough about Light. I talk about him too much.
I just found myself at a loss for words. Is he really all I can talk about? Maybe Yuuki is right. I am pathetic.
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