It Sucks To Be Right.

I haven't posted in a long time... well, at least I think it was a long time. The days pass too slowly in the summer. Not that I have any readers who are waiting for new posts. Anyway, today's song of the day is "Wait For Tomorrow" by Blessthefall. It would've been something happier, if my mood didn't change abruptly a little while ago. Now, a few days ago, I built up enough courage to send Light a quick message on Facebook. We talked about music, and Warped Tour, and the kind of things I talk about with everyone. When I had to go, I asked if we could talk again sometime, and he said "Sure, anytime." You must be wondering why I'm upset right now if I actually talked to Light, but that was about five days ago. Something could happen in five days. Or five minutes. I messaged him tonight, only to be ignored. Was I surprised? No. I tell everyone that I know he doesn't care about me, and they tell me that I could be wrong. But I know I'm right. I mean, maybe I'll check my Facebook tomorrow to find a message from him in my inbox, answering me. But, I highly doubt that. I may not be right very often, but I'm right about this. Over the weekend, I was on a camping trip with Yuuki and a friend. Let's call her Nicole. Thrilled she had cell phone reception sitting on a mountain, Nicole texted a guy she was interested in. Then, he asked her out. How does that sort of thing happen? How is it so easy? I spend every minute of every day wishing upon times on the clock, stars in the sky that Light can be mine, that he could make my happy like I want him to. But for others, it's just so easy. Why? What am I doing wrong? What is Light doing so right that is making me fall so hard for him? This is torture....