Today, I have two songs of the day. One is "Bewitched" by Blood On The Dancefloor. The other is "All It Takes For Your Dreams To Come True" by A Skylit Drive.
On days like today, I am very thankful for my father. With a pounding headache, I sat down at the kitchen table with my dad. Yuuki was upstairs in the bathroom. Currently steaming with anger, remembering I couldn't go to Warped Tour this year, I turned to him and started ranting, out of the blue. I told him every reason why I'm so upset, from being broke, to the reasons I'm mad at my friends, even to being so torn up and depressed over Light. He didn't tell me to stop complaining, like Yuuki or Mom would do. He didn't ignore me, like Symphony and Alexandria would do. He just... listened. And that's all I need. I just need someone to listen to me for a change. I've just about run out of hope that God is listening, so it's nice to know that someone still listens. Though I found myself close to tears many times after we talked, as I thought all of my hopeless thoughts, I felt a little happiness in the fact that he had listened to me. I am thankful for that.
On Friday night, I slept over at a friend's house. Let's call her Cassidy. Cassidy is one of my only friends that I'm not currently angry with. The whole time, we just talked, watched YouTube videos, played Xbox 360, watched movies, ate, and listened to music. It was fun. It's nice eating dinner at a friend's house, especially if you have steak.
^Random.
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